It's Mommy's 4th day at work, 4th day without you... I remembered the first day when I left home, leaving you in daddy's care, I had thought it was a scary moment. There was no kissing goodbye, no "you be good, mommy'll be home soon", I just left the house, 'cos I thought I couldn't have been able to take it. Yet first day at work, I didn't cry, I didn't feel as sad as I thought I'd be. But after yesterday, it's just sunk into me, for every cooing that I missed, for every laugh that I wasn't there, for every cry that I wasn't able to console, I have missed out so much more than anyone can understand. I just realized why I wasn't sad or missing you at work, because it's all a feeling of emptiness and meaninglessness ... without you.
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